Before you fall for someone , make sure he or she will catch you .
It’s only been three months, and so many things are different . Back then I was happy but not as happy as now. all I did was fight with the person I once cared so much about and not understanding what a real relationship is . I thought making the other person happy and forgiving everything was how it was suppose to be. Now that I look back at things, it’s really not. It’s about making both sides happy and learning to forgive when it should be forgiven. Going back, I wouldn’t change a thing because I learned and matured so much. Getting hurt made me realized what I really wanted and what I needed to do differently. So I thank the person who made me the person I am today, cause without you id stil be the same . I’d still be playing the jelousy game, getting mad over the smallest thing and other childest games. Now, none of that.
My friend told me god wanted to give me someone better so he did what he did. And to be honest he did . Looking back at it , I never thought we’d be where’s we’re at. At first youd always ask me to hang out, and I’d find an excuse to say no. You had a job offer in cali and I was stuck in Lincoln. I You asked me if you should take it, and I said yes . Two weeks later you were gone. Thats when i started to regreat not hanging out. And i told you if you came back id promise to hang out with you. Funny thing is while you were in Cali , you saw me more than you Cali. And you decided to come back. That’s how everything started. And we started to hang out everyday.
For once he makes me feel wanted , like I’m important to him. Never has he ever gotten mad at me and disrespected me. When we hang out , all his attention is one me. When I get mad he doesnt just sit there , but instead he puts effort in and wants to know what’s wrong. When I’m sick he bring me food , when I’m sad he buys me flower , when I’m bored he takes me places I’ve never been but most importantly when I need him , he’s there. He’s someone I don’t take for granted. Eventhough we live like 5 mins away, i still love sleeping on the phone with you. Sometimes I just look at him and wonder howd I get so lucky to have met him and everything that happens was all worth it because i met him. It’s only been a couples months but it feels like years. I don’t know what will happen later down the road , and I don’t wanna know. I wanna enjoy my time with this man and let’s everything happen on its own. Maybe one day well end up like strangers again or maybe one day I can call you mine . Let’s see what happens .
All I know now is you’re on the line sleeping , and you need to wake up cause im bored babe !!!!
(Source: sheamnessy, via sheamnessy)
